Stoic

My body is rigid, my smile painted on. It isn’t fake but forced a little,  Eyes holding back a wave of emotion only reserved for private moments. I carry a sack of melancholy on my back, knowing I have disappointed some and not lived up to expectations of others. Those two things are different…. One…

My New Purpose

I have spent my entire life searching for my “purpose,” the reason I am here, the trajectory my life is supposed to take…as if it is somehow written in the stars and I just have to learn how to read the astrological patterns in the sky. Of course, I don’t actually believe this but I…

Identity In Today’s Landscape

Identity is a concept that needs further examination in today’s society. Our perceived identities drive so much of our behavior that it requires self-examination, a thoughtful dissection of why we might identify in certain ways, what those identities say about us, and how identity affects how we walk in the world. Identity is formed early…

The Other Dimension

Bright toothy smiles and glimmering eyes Fixed on a lens meant to capture happiness. Behind the photo, a renewed sense of purpose meant to push me into the next chapter. But…and there’s always a but… Residual pain felt from a previous slight That doesn’t fade so much as it pulses, Oscillating from strong to weak…

What Is Freedom?

The Star-Spangled Banner says the “land of the free and the home of the brave.” What does it really mean to be “free”? There are so many issues out there that challenge this notion. A hot topic right now is gun rights. Argument A says that we aren’t free unless we have the right to bear…

We Need Honest Conversations

We are missing honest conversations in this world: in relationships, in politics, and in our relationship with the spiritual realm. Most of us are too afraid to have honest conversations because it means we might have to change how we think or view the world. We might have to get uncomfortable and confront qualities or…

True Faith Is In Letting Go

Eventually you will realize that “The One” has been with you the whole time…it is your authentic self. You just had to dig deep to find her (or him). That person is the true love of your life…who will never let you down. We all want to find a compatible life partner, and it’s amazing…

The Lowest Point

Midnight blue, painfully quiet and alone, breath shallow, wailing sobs cut the night. A chasm has opened wide in my heart, And there’s an unspeakable sharp ache in my wrenched twisting gut, Where security, nostalgia, and hope used to reside. It had created a tepid home inside me, one with unstable floor boards and rickety…

This Is Me

This is me, from a childhood marked By freedom, love, and adventure sparked. This is me, running down the lane Through soot and dirt, trying not to complain. This is me, a good girl at heart, Playing the emblematic All-American girl part. This is me, fast forward to teenaged dreams, With waves of ups and…

The Easter Story As Allegory

Life is the balance between planning & building a hopeful future and non-attachment & letting go. Both have their place; the trick is knowing when each is appropriate. The answer lies in your ability to discern what truly serves and drives you versus what is holding you back or harming your progress. That is your…

Art As Healing

Many of us use art as an outlet, a way to express our emotions and process events that happen to us. This is always seen through our own lens, our own interpretation of what happened. It doesn’t usually reflect the opposite or adjacent sides. It isn’t meant to. Art used as healing is a way…

The You I See

You talk too much, You are never serious. You fidget and pace, You keep your mind occupied so feelings can’t be processed. But you also make me laugh. You take me out of my head and into my body. You are familiar and comfortable, A teddy bear I can lean into, even when shoddy. You…